As I was driving to see my father in his final days in hospice, I heard a voice in my mind say to me, “He is going to die today.” This message from my inner guidance confirmed my feeling that I had only precious moments left with my father. [Read more…] about Trust: Your Internal Guidance – Part Two: the Mind
Growing up, I was often told that I was “too sensitive.”
I could walk into a room and feel all the emotions of everyone there. I remember that when my dad would come home from work, sit down, and have a martini, I felt stressed, anxious and uneasy, and I would wonder why. [Read more…] about Trust: Your Internal Guidance – Part One: the Body
As a hospice chaplain, I’ve had the privilege of companioning hundreds of patients at the end of their lives. Each patient was a teacher and offered me unique lessons. But one lesson that I continually learned from these patients witnessed was that of trust—trust in the great unknown and trust in the process of letting go and leaving one’s body. [Read more…] about Trust: Lessons from Those at the End of Life
The doctors had told my-mother-in law, Karen Duncan that there was nothing more they could do for her. The last few weeks of her life were filled with peace and acceptance. She entered hospice care and lived out her final week in her home.
I have a vivid memory of the hot, sunny, Friday afternoon in July 2004, when she invited my husband and me to join her in her bedroom. At that time, Karen was still walking around, highly functional, and eating. We all sat down together on her bed. [Read more…] about Trust: A Lesson in Trusting
Whitewater rafting in level III rapids in Costa Rica, I was thrown overboard. Despite my life vest, I was pulled deep underwater, and complete darkness surrounded me.
“This is it,” I thought. “I am finally going to die.”
This fear of death was familiar to me from my childhood facing cancer. And here it was again, front and center. [Read more…] about Trust the Guidance That is Ever Present